I went in for my 2nd IUI yesterday and we did an ultrasound to see what I ovulated. As of 9:30 yesterday morning, I had not ovulated yet. I had 11, yes I said eleven, mature follicles yesterday! WTF?!? I started getting really nervous about ovulating all 11 and then I got really nervous that I wouldn't ovulate at all and then I got really nervous that I would get pregnant with too many and then I got really nervous that I wouldn't get pregnant at all and then....you see my point? My estradiol level as of Monday was 2569 (sorry Bella...=( ). That's the highest it's ever been. I maxed out last cycle at 1042. But i may have already told you that...I can't remember. SO, Doc said if I wanted to come back in today for another ultrasound that she would like to see what's going on. As of noon today I had ovulated 6 eggs. Holy cow!! or chicken! She was a little worried but we just decided that we would deal with things as they come. And then I started getting really nervous.....wash, rinse, repeat. I only had 5 eggies during my IVF cycle. Not sure why this cycle took off like it did but I'm ok with that. This will be our last Inject/IUI cycle before moving on to IVF. I really hope it works. IVF sucks great big donkey balls! I will test that Wednesday before Thanksgiving. Let's hope it goes by quickly. If at least one of these bad boys doesn't fertilize/implant/come into the world in 9 months I want a refund on my girl parts!! Anybody know the return address for jacked up lady parts?
EDITED TO ADD: Did you see this?
http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20240095,00.html
I don't know about you, but this just makes me angry. Not necessarily at the he/she but I guess more at the universe/God. This he/she had taken tons of hormones to transistion into a man, grew a beard, etc., but was still able to conceive, and give birth to a healthy baby. Now he/she's pregnant again! Here we are, taking tons of hormones for women, since we are women, to have a baby and we can't!??! I have nothing against her/him. That's not the issue. It's just, well, I don't know! I'm just really peeved about this whole situation. What do you think?
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8 comments:
I think you left out the best part of your appointment today. :)
Try not to worry hon, things will work out as they are supposed to.
I'm so sorry!! I hear you on crazy parts...and don't even get me started on the prego man!
Dont even get me started on the prego man.
good luck!
Holy follies! GL!
Go Leah & Heath!!!! Make plans for your own reality tv show...:) Love you guys!!!
vibes for a good outcome! will keep you guys in my thoughts
here is my e-mail: makeitgrandetc@yahoo.com if you ever want to chat.
But to answer your question: yup, we got lots of snow right before Halloween. About 5 inches where I live. We are in far west NJ - very close to PA.
Oh - and forgot to mention, all the adoption updates are on my other blog - punkypowers
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